I am here, but not here. I just have not felt like writing as of late. Lots-o-drama happenin at work leaves me feeling like zoning at the end of the day and checking out on the weekends. So, alas my blogs have been neglected and my apologies are extended.
Work has been...well, it has been really stressful. A lot of change has been happening and it has been this way for 2 years now. This company is a good company to work for but in all of this economic crisis they have been asking a lot of us at our office. From the small changes (like a new phone system packaged up in two starkly different explanations) to moving to Oklahoma it has been quite the ride. My feeling is that this is actually the smooth part of it...the bumps have yet to come. And, yet with all of this stress I am still there.
No babies to speak of as of late. It's strange to be disappointed of the monthly arrival of my cousin Mary. She used to be so welcomed and now I hope she stays away for at least 9 months. I am trying not to put an unhealthy focus on this, but I am really ready for it to happen. After so long of not thinking I ever wanted kids, it is amazing at how now I can't wait.
My migraines remain a constant. I have been keeping them somewhat at bay with the meds. I have not had a full blown one in about 2 months, but the monster has certainly reared its ugly head a few times. Thank god for modern medicine!
I do hope all of you are well and happy. I am trying to keep myself motivated to keep my blog updated....it is quite healing :)
Unending Brain Fog (aka Where I’ve Been)
4 days ago